I feel I have done an evil thing.....I thought, intensely, with anger, wanting to harm, people that have hurt _me_ with my book, this nurse has story, which i imagined to great detail and i do have the ability to perceive more to sense more to emulate more so imagined my 'message' getting out to those who once hurt me i think it was when i was twenty. i was hurt and wanted to inflict hurt. something is going here. i am sorry, sorry. evil that i am not and i did go tochurch and cry cry cry to get it out so perhaps at least i have spiritual protection now PC is changing right before my eyes what is this about junk food is it how i go out to eat every meal could that be it what SHOULD I be eating is it me that is evil?