Like I said before, we all get them. And yea, they can be scarry. I am so glad to see your post this morning. I thought about you over the weekend and I hoped you would be OK.

Starbright, are you reading this thread? Now would be a wonderful time for you to give back what was so freely given to you. A little love and support. Just a thought.

Bama,
loneliness consumes me?
Not a good sign.
I don’t know where you go inline for support, but try
http://www.sober24.com/soberpost/tt.asp?appid=11
It is a woman’s forum, a lot of good long term sobriety, and a bunch of newbees as well.
Come visit, You don’t need to be alone anymore, tons of people show up, lots of feedback. I hope to see you there soon.

Take care of yourself, you are here for a reason. Show yourself the same love and hope as you have shown others.

On the road with you to the good stuff,
Richard S.