thanks, well guess what. it turns out he dosnt like me anyway. so . but yes I sould have never picked him up. but thats the beauty of a SA. like you should have never gotten high when you no you have an important mettng to attend in the morning. Its all the same. he got sick of me. and yes my sex drive was scaring him. Im doomed. I no it. the thng is I can live alone for the rest of my life , but I dont want to. I am sad. I scared him off. He no's something is wrong.