Last night my best friend had to go to the emergency room. We smoked weed and she had some weird panic attack thing. I don't know exactly what it was because even though I went with her to the er (not as a patient) the doctors didnt know what was happening to her. We only smoked one joint and we've been smoking weed for about three and a half years. Right after smoking she said she couldnt breathe and at the er her heart rate was at 172. She couldnt stop shaking and at times she was completely unresponsive. I know it wasnt something laced in the weed because I felt normal...well I was high but I wasnt going through what she was. It all just freaked me out and I have decided to quit smoking weed. I dont think it could be that hard because there are no physical needs for weed. But I am really scared about quiting because I just realized, I dont know how to have fun without weed anymore. I feel pretty pathetic considering it took something like this to happen to my friend to make me feel the need to quit. I know Im just rambleing on...but I just needed to get all that out.
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