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I don't think that your pdoc should be disappointed with you at all, you have been giving this a try and it sounds like it is in your best interest to drop this class or just fail it. You are so overwhelmed, sometimes it is the best thing to withdraw, sometimes self protections is the best option. Several times I have gone into my T session thinking that she would be disappointed about a decision that I made. Instead I usually get congratulated on recognizing what was the best option for me and practicing good self care. Don't worry you can take this class again and do a lot better next time, several very sucessful people have "failed" at some point before they reach greatness.