Brian if this helps at all , and Im not justifying anything, I am a recovering SA aswell, there history of imagery go back a long way. I think on my road to recovery, that the body is a beautiful thing to look at, and that takes the being so hard on myself thought away. ANYway the history, over seas, in other countries there are beautiful imagages of naked bodies everywere, all over italy, all shapes and sizes. If I feel a relapse comeing on I look at the different beautiful images histroy gave us. Wanting to seek imagination and fantacy has been around seen forever. pornography has been around for many years. Ours is alittle over the top. modern day. well lets say they perverted the crap out of it. But dont be ashamed that you want to seek a beautiful imAgery of naked bodies. artist paint the body every day. When people pervet it, like anything else then its a problom. Im a ex-sex addict, try looking at different art images, Its helped me