Wendy, I'm having a hard time and then again I'm not. I'm on new meds and they're great, but they don't change what's going on in my life right now. I went out with the ex and her friends last night and with the exception of a minor altercation with some drunk billy bad arse, I had a blast. Then when I got home, it set in how lonely I really am. Then came the cuts. It's just life. And I should have come here first. That's why I feel so bad about it.

Ry