I wanted to say welcome to Psychcentral!

We can't diagnose here but it sounds like OCD and what might help you is to take one of the quizzes that are available. After you take the quiz taking it with you when you go see a professional might be a way to help break the ice. The quizzes aren't a way to diagnose but a way to help you when you do see a professional.

If the things you are describing are bothering you enough to ask about them then I would seek out help.

I have OCD and some of my things that I deal with are light switches the ones that have more than one switch on them they all have to be up or down one can't be up and the other down it drives me batty. I also have to check to see if my windows and doors are locked. Textures are a big thing for me also. I have a lot of things that go into my OCD and things that I hadn't thought about until the doctor that diagnosed me asked me about them.

If you have any questions or concerns though feel free to ask me I will gladly answer them. Feel free to PM me any time.

Jbug