each person who has did/mpd does it differently from others. i am dissociative and i do feel like some things you do are similar to what i did or do. in fact i even have parts who's job is to "deny" that we dissociate. that really made me confused until i realized it was just one more way to defend my mind from things i could not handle. i had to never, ever ever slip up and tell because i believed my life depended on not talking. even after i was in therapy to help with my did i denied i had it for about 5 years and still denied it occasionally for another 5 years. there are as many ways of doing mpd/did as their are folks doing it. it is a unique way to defend ones life and we all do it somewhat different. ok, i'm rambling, so i'll quit here.
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