I thought just as you did...I couldn't imagine what change/different would even look like so thought it impossible. I was wrong!

Change/different/better CAN happen. It truly can. I've seen so much internal healing. It took lots of time and LOTS of repetition, but one day when I started doing my normal internal reflection change was occurring...good, comfortable, natural change. It was/is awesome and feels right.

I hope that for you, and wanted you to know that, though it takes time, it CAN happen hon...whatever your goals are can happen.

KD