had really good sex on monday .....
got so good i spaced at the moment you want .. the moment everyone does it for....
and suddenly there were 3 other people in the room. two of me, and him....
and the little girl hiding in the corner.
i flipped.
i felt their presence......
so %#@&#! up.
now i feel like i can never have a normal relationship with a guy.
i hate being me.