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Originally Posted by lmg103
so for a while now i have been smoking pot, just a way of coping with my depression i guess.  it just makes me so happy and i forget about everything. but now i cant get through my day without smoking and i get angry when i cant. i'm just sick of this temporary high to satisfy me. anyone have any thoughts or ideas of how to stop...?
i tried but it was too hard. i like smoking and dont care enough to stop but know i should  |
**jmo** and no offense meant
What popped out at me was "coping with my depression."
have you sought any treatment for your depression?
yeah, smoking will make you float-in-feel-good then you crash and it becomes a cycle...at least that was my experience when I was drinking/doping
"temporary high" speaks to me. it's what I wanted so badly when I felt so damn bad and carried a lot of anger and self-hatred. I knew I couldn't stay high all the time, so I thought I deserved a temporary one...
lmg103, I sincerely wish you well in stopping. jmo, but there does seem to be a wee bit of fear/frustration in your post...
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