a few years ago I sought help through mental health when I became overwhelmed with depression. although I have suffered from it all my life it became apparent I needed further help. Iam not one to take meds but she at least gave me meds to help me sleep and increase my appitite. It help did help me without any side affects I was scared of. Long story short after I paid my bill and it was time to refill my prescription they all assuden had no records of me even being there. If this is what they call help,count me out. So now I am in a state of depression even worse than before and I know I need help but I am scared I will not get the help I truly need and afraid I will be forgotten once again. I went online to find a therapist but to tell you the truth I cant afford it. I am on my own and am far away from any friends or family to turn to. although it is nice to talk to my sister about how im feeling(venting) I dont think she truly understands what its really like to feel the way I do. I also feel I am a bother and she has a family she needs to focus on rather than a crazy sister.