Ok I have this huge problem and I dont know what it is.Ok basically Ive been obsessed with this rockstar for about 2 years and it just got progressively worse and Im originally from Texas but I moved to Malibu,CA a few months ago with my mom which is kinda close to where he lives (Encino) and I got really upset because I couldnt have him so I started making all these threats on his message boards saying I was going to kill him so I had to move back to Texas and I go angry at this girl and I sent her an email saying I was going to kill him again just because I was mad at hear,but I didnt mean it and she sent it to his lawyer who sent it to the FBI who sent it to the LAPD and neither of them wanted to deal with it so they sent it to my local police in TX who came to my house with a warrant and took my computer and everything related to him and all my writings and poetry and alot of unecessary stuff and they took me to the police station and talked to his lawyer on the speakerphone and they decided to put me on probation and it turns out I have pending charges (but it hasnt gone to court yet) like stalking,terroristic threat,etc and I was sent to a mental hostpital (Brentwood in Louisiana) for 2 weeks and Im on Zoloft and was put on this anti-psychotic Geodon but got off of it because it gave me heart attacks.I do have a therapist and pyschastrist but they all say that I dont have any book-term disorder and that Im NOS (Not Otherwise Specified) So what is my problem? ISnt there a name for what I have? The hostpital said Im not crazy enough to be legal insane because Im not delusional I dont hear voices,I dont see things,I know the rockstar doesn't love me back,Im just in love with him and theres no name for it.Isn't there a "stalker syndrome" or somthing? Please help.