Oh sweetie, we don't even want to go into a discussion about my meds. I know they're not right. Been down this road with my pdoc several times. We've even got to the point that we argued in one appt. I can't do that again cuz I can't afford for her to fire me. Things are not the same here as they are in the US. I'm stuck with her, believe me, I've tried to change. There's a *system* here that you can't get around, believe me, I've tried until it just about killed me. My pdoc is not listening to me or budging on my meds at all. I don't know what else I can do. I am eating properly, I know I need to start exercising even though I HATE it.

I will send an email to my brother. I already thought about that. He won't reply it though, he never does, not since last year. Things have never been the same since then.