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Hmm I'm sorry to hear that you are unhappy with the way you are. Yes, leaving threats of murder are illegal activity and that surely should cause you concern! Maybe you should repost there with an apology?

You speak of chemistry, yet you post in personality disorder forum. What else about your personality would you like to change? Has any of the therapists suggested a course of therapy to help you improve?

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I can't repost there Im banned from there.Im banned from having anything to do with him.I know it was wrong but I did it without thinking,I wouldnt have really killed him and Ive never tried to.

I posted in the personality forum because I didnt know where else to post.My therapist hasnt suggested any kind of course besides talking to her once a week but my mom is trying to treat it as an obsessive-compulsive thing but when I read about OCD people there different than me.They have problems with washing their hands to much and etc you dont hear about people with OCD who are stalkers.