crap

local military installation is having maneuvers right now. heavy artillery and machine gun fire.JC...
ten minutes ago, I was all right.
when it started, I damn near hit the floor and started listening for the choppers coming in...mind started making sure everything was set up
please no crispy critters. chopped meat is enough enough
wondering how many were coming in/slipping into to rote mindset
tears wondering how many were gonna die, tears dried
mask on

I'm home, I'm ok, it still doesn't feel good
like these things are supposed to feel good

local news sources stopped announcing when they would be having them. I understand why.
it doesn't make it any easier to hear

Puke time then I'll settle down and roam PC

this sucks damnit
I gotta quit shaking