i'm with a guy i like a lot.
and he's liked me for.. ages.
he asked me out a couple times and i said no.
last night i swallowed my fears of getting hurt again and asked him...
he was over the moon. as was i
havent stopped smiling since... literally.
and got the most darling text when i woke up, from him..
but im worried already. he hasnt replied to mine, and its been five minutes and im fretting. thinking that hes changed his mind, that he just doesnt like me like that anymore. that hes realised just how fat and ugly and stupid and annoying i am all of a sudden.
arrgghhh i hate being so paranoid. worst. girlfriend. ever.
i know he wouldnt intentionally hurt me.
im just worried hes changed his mind and cant tell me.
im addicted to the feeling of being loved. wanted. being happy...
still counting.. its seven minutes now..
arrgh.

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