thanks

Me not seeing my friends has nothing to do with him. I miss them...when I am around them i feel sooo uncomfortable like my misery is written all over my face, plus my social anxiety coupled with that makes it that much harder...sigh. What's funny is that there are a lot of things I feel he needs to work on(lack of responsiblity, addict--not hard core drugs just pot, huge temper that is rarely directed at me, but he has hard time at work cuz of it...etc ect)and I tell him with love and constructive criticism for lack of a better word and i dont call him a loser ever b/c I know I am not a shining example of what a healthy person should be
...he's just harsh. I am doing what I can to work on myself and I am hoping to be hanging out with my friends by my bday next month...though i am not getting my hopes up as i know getting better will probably be a slow process...