(((((((((( peaches )))))))))))))))))))))

I have worried several times about what my T thinks of me but I have recently worked on the relationship with my T and we talked a lot about some of her insights about me. That really has helped me to not worry, so maybe this is something you could bring up with your T. I have also been told that I will probably need at least some sort of therapy for the rest of my life, it might not have to be once a week but I will still need some help. The fact that you realize that have some issues and you are trying to work on them says to me that your T probably don't think that you are really messed up.