Peaches!! ((((((((((((((((Peaches))))))))))))))))))
you ask, has anyone else worried about this? Have I! - when I read your post I had to stop halfway and check the author - I was thinking, whoa, I thought I had decided not to share this.

I have struggled with these thoughts until I came to something from Lloyd Richmond -
"...you do not speak about the past in therapy so that your T can understand what happened; you speak in therapy so that you may hear yourself speaking the truth about your own life" --
So I am trying to see T as a guide, first, last, and always. Not a friend, not Mom, not around forever, but a guide. I don't know if this makes sense, but for me it lessened the worry of what she thinks of me. What is, is.