thanks cant. =]
well he called me half an hour later to say hi =] and i just blurted all of my paranoia and jealousy out. and he's.. actually really understanding =] he said he felt the same way sometimes. and i actually believe that he's... amazing. and that hes not gonna treat me like dirt =]
im just so happy.. and i never knew i could be. maybe im stupid and shouldnt read so much into it.
the last time i felt this happy i... cant really remember.
thanks for your help, cant.. im sure im gonna be able to use it a lot, knowing me =]
L xx