I used to worry - after the fact - about stuff I've shared with various T's. My primary T and pdoc are pretty good about not reacting like I'm a freak. My pdoc's the head of a women's inpatient unit at a major psych hospital so I figure she's probably seen / heard everything possible. I still sometiems really worry about what my addictions dr. thinks, because she tends to react more visibly when I talk about things like cutting or suicide. I'm just outside of her comfort zone.

What finally got me over being concerned about what they thought of me, was when I came clean to my T and pdoc about how much I was drinking. That was really hard, but it was worth it.

--splitimage