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Originally Posted by peaches100
I've done ALOT of writing about how I feel. I've tried to be brave and honest, and have really divulged alot of my thoughts and feelings. . . some of them extremely personal and/or embarrassing.
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YES!!!! I have written T things that...a year ago I would have never even allowed myself to even reflect on let alone share with someone.
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I worry that when she reads what I've written, inside her head she is thinking, "Oh man! This person is MAJORLY screwed up!"
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I deal with this fear every time I write something. I wonder sometimes if she might call the police to have me committed or just say..."you need to leave."
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...she has at times made statements that I believe indicate that I must be quite disturbed.
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Sometimes I wish my T would actually say something like this to me when I write something really (*&^ up and off the wall... Then at least I would know she is being open and honest with me.
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