((((hugs))))

first, forgive me if i don't make much sense. i'm highly medicated.

i too, at 33, have never been in love. i was never even in a relationship till last year. we tried being sexual but he said i wasn't ready. imagine being told by a man that even though your 33 your not READY to have sex!!! what the f's up with that?! i was always afraid i wouldn't be able to connect on an emotional level. but to my suprise i did. now that the relationship is over - couldn't handle dealing with my mental issues! i find myself wanting another relationship...yeah, whatever. somepeople are meant to be alone.

that probably wasn't very supportive. i'm sorry. but i'm drugged out of my mind at the momment.

good luck