capp, well i hadn't been getting any thing for my depression, but recently i had a fall out and blah now i gotta go to lots of therapy. but ya, the high just makes me feel so good for at least a little, and i feel like i deserve that. but when its gone its just neverrr ending. i want to feel good again, so i smoke more. its just so hard. i feel like right now, i cant stop.