((((((((((( oksomaybimnuts, babe))))))))))))))))

I had no idea about the anniversary of thedeath of your sister! It makes me think of my petty "vacation issue"SOOO..a.speck of dust in your eye (which you don't need! Yeesh!
If it's any comfort (and I'm NOT SURE WHY it would be any comfort....but my "bad postings" were made when I was up until sunrise/sleep deprivation...why? The 20th of this month is the 1 year anniversary of my brother's death. And even thought I have lived through my favorites brothers
suicide when I was 14; he was 18; blew himself away 3 days B4 Xmas. This brother, John...was slowly dying anyhow...he died from complications of his first suicide attempt (shotgun to the chest) his lungs were still perforated & when he lay down for a nap...he never woke up. But his liver & pancreas were...gone...and he wouldn't quit drinking. As a nurse, I guess I always knew it was sjust a matter of time, but I chose not to think about it until that late night phone call brought me to my knees. SO, I've been drinking on/off since he died....especially lately. #1 reason for my "unsupportive comments" Hey girl, how do YOU deal w/ the first aniversary???
I'll keep my eyes open tomorrow, if you need to PM??? Just want you to know.......I'm here, babe!

All my Love, DAYZEE................