Y'all. I have a good update!
I have been totally off the pills for two whole days now. The first day was the hardest, i was so sick the first day, but I am offically off the pills now.
The hard part is that I will still need them from time to time..So what i plan to do is leave them at my mothers, or barring that lock them up and leave the key at my mothers, since i cant leave the house at night to get any this should work.
I just wanted to thank you all for sticking with me. You all mean so much to me and have helped so much. I dont have much time right now but i will reply to each and every one of you soon.