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But I want *so* much to be able to be myself, to feel comfortable, to laugh and cry, to feel freely and not have that feel so vulnerable that I have to retreat. I want that in therapy and out, but I really want it in therapy. I'm tired of hiding.
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When I read this, part of me wants this too. This is intimacy correct? I think I am getting closer to achieving this outside of therapy...but I think what is going on in therapy is influencing that.
I am proud of you for changing your seat in therapy...Did your T comment on it? I'm still in the same spot on the ugly couch that I plopped in the first freaken day. How sad is that?
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