Green,
It takes awhile to change our patterns, so please be easier on yourself.
Do not beat yourself up, My Friend.
There must be a good way to work this out between having a tutor, note-taker, whatever is available to you through the schools 'disability' center, I think it is... I hope no matter what, you continue to find the support you need.
You aren't a quitter. Your Green, and you can get through this.
Love, night xoxo

Seasons Greetings Dear Green ~ Feel Peace, ok