Talk to your therapist. Get help. You really do need it.
If you are honest with those around you, your life will start to improve in many varying ways. If you hide your problems (which show because they do eventually make it to the surface) from those who can help you, you are continuing to harm yourself.
Take a chance ~ take the plunge ~ and dive into the helpful protection of those who can guide you onto the path you need for your healing and strength gathering.
Once you start getting the help you need, that is such a good feeling, you will want to continue... everyone wants more of a good thing, a genuine good thing... so having your life back in your own control is a very good thing indeed.
Please give yourself the gift of healing this year... the sooner you start, the sooner you will feel better.
Won't it be great when you pat yourself on the back for the good decisions you make, and the quality of people and situations you attract that are high, as your standars grow out of respect for yourself?
Peace ~ Be well....
night xoxo
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