myo, it sounds like you like being an individual instead of just following the pack. i think that's a great way to be (!!!  )... as long as our actions don't harm others. so be yourself and don't worry about it cause that's a positive trait you have.
now the other part about your bf making you feel whole...be loving to yourself and try to learn to love your very own self as he does you. i believe that will help you feel complete as a person. it's a great feeling to love one's self even with our own failings. i belive it empowers us and gives us self confidence. we are all worthy just by being who we are cause we are unique. 
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