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Originally Posted by Tumnus
Has anyone else wondered if some day their friends are just going to up and leave because they're tired of hearing the same old struggle over and over again? I wonder what my friends think when I truthfully answer questions about how I'm doing. Do they roll their eyes and wonder why my depression never wanes? I feel like I'd be sick of me by now. (Maybe because I AM sick of me right now.) The evidence has always been to the contrary, but I still fear rejection.  |
((Tumnus))
jmo, but if your friends are asking you then they care...and if they keep asking you? they care.
I think most of us fear rejection when we are honest when someone asks how we are...and, yes, sometimes they do get tired when we don't seem to be better.
But--it's most likely from concern for you. they want you to feel good!
please don't be so hard on yourself. you are a worthwhile human being and you are doing the best you can.
Cap
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