CCL,

All differences aside, I had the same inhibitions about Lithium. After a myriad of useless medications, I finally gave in and started Lithium. I can't put into words how much it has helped me. I too am BP1, so I can relate to some of your struggles. If not for anyone but yourself, at least give the Lithium a try. I felt the effects in about 7-10 days, after being unmedicated for two months except for my Klonopin. Give it two weeks, and if you still don't notice a change, then stop. Just from my own experience, I don't know where I would be right now without it.

Dolfin