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(((sannah)))
yesterday, i did finally tell her that i am beginning to crumble from the stress of being constantly informed of each rotten event from each day. sarah doesn't realize how hard she pulls on me when she's scared and upset. this is one major reason she needs to see a t. she pulls on me like a drowning person pulls on a rescuer. she is codependant and she has deep fear inside that needs addressing. so i am pulling back some and cutting her off as gently as i can after a certain point.
i would probably enjoy sitting by myself and watching the party while not being in it, but that is not really possible. i feel i need to do the best i can to mingle and be friendly. phil is in one of the top positions in this somewhat small company and i feel a bit conspicuous for that reason and like i need to be as outgoing as i can manage for his sake. any suggestions would be welcome here....? =)
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