I know lots of us go through this ... I'm really frustrated today and need more mood descripters added to show how I feel. I got my meds adjusted yesterday; I respond really well to depakote and I was put on prestiq with it; I was upped yesterday on the prestiq from 50 to 100 mgs and felt it a couple of hours later. I feel like I'm flying today and am not sure if it's a side effect or if it's going to push me into a manic episode. I feel like every time I feel like i'm making some little bit of progress but need a little adjustment I end up on a magic carpet ride trying to just feel like myself again!!! I've been depressed since spring and want to just level off. All I have to say is GRRRRRRR......