*hugs everyone*

Thanks so much... clearly I wasn't in a very logical state of mind last night, and thanks sooo much for everyone's support

I have a tendency to blame myself for a lot of things, especially with all this stuff that's going on right now I tend to go back to that. I've been fighting this, but if i'm not thinking right I can lose that. *repeats: not bad not bad*
Part of it too is I realized I need not to have milk right after taking my meds and ya... did that yesterday *oops*
madisgram - you're right I should listen to my own advice



Thanks sooo much for the hugs and support it means alot

I'm feeling better today, hugs to all!