(((((confused))))))
That's ok you know. We don't have to fight all the time... it's exhausting. The friends thing and people at work thing... they care! Wow I wish I had that. I can understand it may get too much for them sometimes and may feel like they just want you to be better (but is that really a bad thing, wanting you to feel better means they care)

Sorry... I wish I could say more, but I can't think straight at the moment.
Take care,
Molly