why am i always so alone? i wish there was someone here for me. but someone who actually loves and cares for me. i dont get how people can have this and still be so upset. it's starting to frustrate me because im getting upset just when i see other people who have what i dont.

i just feel like i cnat get through everything without that. and its never going to come. so i feel really stuck

i dont know if that made any sense it did in my head but when i went to type it, it didnt really. sorry