i'm tired of hearing myself. but, i dont know what do. i feel like i fell to th floor of the black hole like a rag doll. i'm laying in a heap on the floor, cold, dark and lonely. i cant eat, cant sleep and cant stop my thoughts. they dont take me to a good place. sometimes they scare me. i want to jump out of my own skin. i see the doc on fri. i need my meds changed.if i make it till then. im tired of faking it to everyone. im really not ok.i have so much trouble talking to people. why cant i tell them im not ok. i want help. i just cant seem tell anyone. im sorry im rambling.