Hi Chrise
I know the feeling of not being able just to tell someone what I'm feeling inside .how the aches and the darkness seem to be just to much to fight .
I have to wait till Monday to see my doc and its not even him but one of the fill ins for Christmas. Try telling a stranger how you feel and how many pills will get me up in the morning and how many to so I can sleep . All in 3 minutes. Never mind the part of feelings well being.
Friday isn't that far away and the black hole wont pull you in all the way just a little tug to make you stronger
There is always someone that will listen to any of us that like to rant now and then.
So we pick ourselves up and get ready for the next round .
There is always a somewhere
Hope this helps