Mom has perplexed me so much... she is always giving but i am so confused sometimes it feels like taking.. i am still learning so much.. she always remembers to say i love you and it always works to bring me back even tho i get so frustrated sometimes... i get frustrated and think my feelings matter so much and i feel selfish then.... God whispers in my ear some things... says that we all matter and we all are equal.... i know i need to love all to ever hope to feel anything like whole... my mom is really something and i am very grateful for so many one of a kind lessons... we all have a mom and they each taught us a thing, even if we never knew them.... mine has made me wonder a lot about love .... im not sure how to deal with her polar mood swings at times.. but i know she is strong willed and has determination... she really is something alright..... i know she always will matter to me, no matter what, and i know i will always feel love for her, no matter what, and maybe thats the greatest lesson of all..... God Bless and keep each of you..