Hi...Lilah, I'm sorry that the adults in your life aren't behaving in appropriate ways and that you aren't receiving the love and acceptance that you deserve. I don't know what gets into parents..I'm really sorry that they havelet you down. With that said, please, please continue to see your counselor..in fact, if you can see the therapist more often, please do...and tell her/him everything!! i think it will really help you.......i'll be praying for you and thinking of you. you're very, very strong to endure what is in your life.....pat