i hate it..i get my hopes up excited for something, then it doesn't end up happening or go the way i want it to go. and i just end up even more upset.

my friend was supposed to come visit today but now she not coming because it raining...ITS RAIN NOT GOING TO KILL YOU!!! and i was all excited to see her, and i wake up to her saying she not coming anymore. great way to start off my day. i just needed a break from all the bad stuff right now and be happy and see her. but no. and now she geting mad at me for bugging her that she not coming. UGGGHHHHHH im just so angry

this always happpens and i get so down. but i dont know how to stop it from happening

sorry i just needed to get this out somewhere.