That is so true, i really don't need that, but when i say i love her i don't mean the last 2 weeks, i mean the times we had before that. I miss that, not the past few weeks. She told me shes really confused right now, but when she becomes "un-confused" she might realize that she just lost the best friend she'll ever have. I was thinking about it at work and if we do patch things up, she will probably fool around with him more, and i don't want that. If she wants me back in her life (which i've been a BIG part of for the past 5 months) then she can come back to me. SHE ended it, SHE can start it back up again.

I know i am just going through the stages, anger, denial, remorse.... etc but hopefully soon I will find someone to take her place. I don't want to use the word replace, because no one will ever be able to replace that girl, but maybe fill the emptyness she left behind when she called me that night. Now that i'm not spending ANY time with her, there are alot of girls talking to me now, i don't mean like 1 or 2, ALOT of them. Its kinda funny.

I honestly think things will get better soon. My very trusted friend at work says the situation is so immature, she fools around with her ex, and then she tells me she hates me? I felt like i had been replaced, by her ex.

Several other little things, she lied to me... she told me i'd never lose her, and i think i have. She owes me $20(but i don't care its just money) and she has my ring from when i proposed to her. It was a ring i wore all the time. It wasn't expensive or anything, but it was my ring and i gave it to her.

K, i think thats all.... thanks for your help.