(((lenny & turquoise))) - thanks for reading. it means a lot to me.

i told her everything i said here today, and more. she said it was normal. and i said i was ashamed of my neediness and my wanting for attention, but she said those are normal feelings that show someone else that you care.

sigh...

apparently i need to find another way to get a "real" therapist.

again, thanks for listening. it's okay if there's no advice, just knowing that someone is listening is enough for me.


twilight