Hey Bizi, well, the TRAZADONE is too heavy for me, I felt that cold -drugged out feeling when I awoke, so I am going to skip that from now on, and go back to my UNISOM which went well last night, so I am going to use this instead to sleep. And you are right, I am going to ask the PDOC about the LAMICTAL, because I feel calm, but I think this TRILEPTAL might be too little for me, as if I could feel it. But my question to you was, as far as asking the PDOC for the LAMICTAL, my next appointment is JAN. 9th. So do I wait until then and try to hang in there, or do I call him immediately ?

And yeah I get what you meant about, taking care of me, and not adhereing to circumstance, that is pretty cowardly, but when you get married, apart the womans end of the bargain is allow the husband to take care of majority, because he wants to. Well atlease my husband did, he was sort of traditional when it came to our marriage, and then I assume he found very little privacy in it. So when he no longer assumed this position, it's sorta like being left like Gilligans Island, and having to rebuild. And for me, it took a while for me to realize that I was abandon in alot of ways, and trying to go back to the independance I once possessed. I believe . . . lol