so tonight its late, mom is resting and watching the late show, i am being inside, warmer here.... i come to this place to hear, listen, listen some more, and try to understand all of us, all of this... i work at taking the thoughts i feel as i read and i combine it with what has happened to me in my own life.... i hurt mst i think about Adam.... he made my blood move in so many ways..... but i spose Dad and Mom started that... and someone, grampas and grammas started that

its really cool to think about our human family..... we all are related, me and you too

theres lots of ways we connect everyday... my favorite is always the smile... even tho its hard.... someone has to i spose ive heard someone say.... and it feels better than some things ive experienced...

i will never stop praying for all of us... peace always