Sweetheart!!! That CD needs to be the last thing you worry about!! The absolute last!! You don't even worry about it, whenever you feel up to doing it, that would be wonderful; but you put that way to the back for now. I am so proud of you for standing up to them. They can have their opinions, as hurtful as they may be. Any luck on finding a new place to live? That's a good compromise with Connor...still be a couple but take some time to each process what happened. Is your school term almost over, so that you get a break, no matter how small?

Please don't think you aren't wanted here...You are in my thoughts constantly and I look forward to hearing from you. I know others here feel the same. I am so proud of you for thinking you've been down the road before and are not going to to do it again. What strength you have developed! Of course it hurt later, it always hurts when someone we thought was a friend turns out not to be, when people say bad and untrue things about us, it hurts, but you don't have to let it hurt to the point of dragging you down. You really are doing so well. Keep that sparkle in you shining, honey.