Oh sweetie, you've got absolutely nothing to be sorry for. You have to do what is best for you first and not feel bad about that. Your feelings are very familiar to me. I've been through that stage myself and heck, I'll probably go through it again. Just take care of you and we'll be here whenever you're ready to come back. I hope you're feeling better real soon. I hate that anger too. Sometimes I think the depression is better, even though it too is horrible. Don't be so hard on yourself.
((((((((((((((( Sherry )))))))))))))))